It’s official. I’ve become one of THOSE people.
You know the people I mean. The ones who exercise with freakishly religious zeal. The ones who ONLY fill their shopping carts at the grocery store with organic fruits and veggies. The people who can, without needing to do any quick math, tell you IMMEDIATELY how many calories they’ve consumed so far today, as well as what their total daily caloric intake will be.
Yes. I have become a skinny health nut.
I didn’t become one of THOSE people because I wanted to feel morally superior to the people who don’t work out, buy processed foods, and don’t know their daily calorie intake at this exact second—although don’t get me wrong, I DO feel superior to all of you who aren't like that. Massively so. All of THOSE people do. You were right about that. We judge you.
No, I made this lifestyle change because I promised myself that I would be a size 4 by summer. And I’m actually almost there. I’ve got probably another 5-7 pounds left to go, with another two months of school left and a month-and-a-half until the pool opens.
|3 days before I got on the exercise/healthy eating wagon|
|Me last week... see the difference???|
But I’m also finding myself at that dreaded plateau, where those last 5-7 pounds don’t seem to want to budge. I've tried reasoning with them, I've tried yelling at them, I've even tried offering them a trip to Disney World (hey, it would work if someone wanted to get rid of ME!). But to no avail. Clearly, drastic measures are necessary, so it was time to give up my last remaining dietary vice.
Yes, boys and girls, I’m talking about my diet soda addiction.
For years, I ignored all of the articles/tv shows/doctors/health experts/random busybodies (cough Angela cough) who said that any soda, even diet, is bad for you. Because I love me some Diet Coke. And it has zero calories! Nothing with zero calories can be bad for you! (And no, no one who speaks German could be evil either.)
Anyone who has ever tried to lose weight knows that CALORIES are the enemy, not the artificial sweeteners and other delicious, cancer-causing ingredients.
Right? I mean, why would they put the word "diet" in the NAME of the product if it wasn't going to help you lose weight? Who would do something like that?
And I NEEDED my soda.
Because if you know me at all, you know that I don’t drink coffee. (And if you don’t know me, but still know that I don’t drink coffee, that’s really creepy and please stop stalking me!) But I’m an inveterate insomniac and have a day job that starts at what I believe should technically still be termed “The Middle of the Freaking Night for God’s Sake.” Literally. When I rule the world, that’s what 7:25am will be called.
So for years now (never mind how many!), I’ve relied on two (okay, three or four) cans of Coke Zero to get me through until the time when normal people start their days. You know. Noon.
For me, that was the perfect amount of caffeine to keep me functional, but NOT enough to cause further sleep problems.
So we stopped at the Walt Whitman rest stop to get me a Diet Coke.
Perfectly confident in my abilities to make it safely home with that 32oz soda next to me, I got back in the car. My dad called my mom to give her an estimate on when he would be home, and I spoke to her for a couple of minutes as well (a little bit about the concert, but mostly bragging about how healthily I had eaten that day. My mom is the skinniest person on the planet, so she was proud). And when I went to take a sip of my delicious, life-prolonging, energy-giving Diet Coke, I got only ice. And that horrible watered-down soda remnant crap that you get when your soda is gone but you try to drink it anyway.
While I had been on the phone, my dad drank the whole soda. And because he single-handedly keeps Starbucks in business and literally has pure coffee running through his veins instead of blood, the caffeine in my soda did nothing for him. Thirty seconds later, he was asleep.
At which point, I decided to kill him and leave his body in the swamps of Jersey.
Because if I learned anything from The Sopranos, it's that that’s a pretty common occurrence in New Jersey and shouldn’t really raise any eyebrows.
But I love my dad. So even though I spent the next hour of the drive plotting his demise in gory detail, I didn’t act on it. Instead, I drank half of my emergency 5 Hour Energy that I keep in the car for just such situations.
And I haven’t slept since.
So, because I’m pretty sure I’m still hopped up on the caffeine from a week and a half ago, I realized that the time had come to lay off of the soda entirely to help reach my weight loss goals.
(Plus, the soda habit was getting expensive. I need to save my money for the really important things, like clothes that actually fit now that I’ve lost weight and tickets for when Bruce comes back around in the fall!)
And I have to admit that in addition to cutting out all of the additives that were going to kill me, cutting caffeine out as well has left me feeling…
AWFUL! All of those experts who said I’d feel so much better, what the hell are they smoking? I mean, yes, I get to feel that sense of superiority over all of those coffee and soda addicts out there, but…
Never mind. I feel great.
You just might want to stay out of my way if you happen to see me before noon for the next couple of weeks. I’m still a little grumpy in the mornings.
But bikini season, here I come!